quinta-feira, 6 de março de 2008

Es(X)tático


Você não pode ver o que está se passando?
Eu tentei...
Mas não me agrada o que eu estava vivendo:
Mentindo, chorando e enganado pelos outros,
nem mesmo eu sabia o que era verdade.
Trapaceava, sorria e falava sério apenas pra chamar sua atenção
ou conseguir uns minutos do seu silêncio.
Entrei, passei uns dias e agora estou tentando arrombar a porta.
Eu fiquei tão cansado.

Foi só isto.

Talvez algum dia eu possa oferecer algo que você queira.
Algo que você não soube me oferecer.
Algo que estava sobre a mesa
O qual eu estava sentado na frente,
Mas não soube usar.
E você recusou a mim como uma criança
que não quer dividir seus brinquedos.

É só isto.

Meu caro você ainda não entendeu?
Não há nada de errado em mim.
Nem nós somos inimigos, apenas discordamos parcialmente.
Também tenho minhas ranzinzas e se eu fosse sempre como ele,
Eu iria pra um bar, beberia até me fartar.
Ligaria pra você.
Tentaria lhe mudar,
choraria tudo o que há de errado
inclusive o fato de lhe amar.
Então nós discordamos?
Eu acho que discordamos em tudo!

É só isto?
Você ainda não percebeu?
Talvez eu não goste mesmo de você.
É só conveniência?
Eu não sei mais o que falar?
Deixe-me ficar por mais uns dias...
Podemos conversar mais tarde?
Agora eu estou muito cansado.

Baseado na Canção "Is This It" ( The Strokes - Letra de Julian Casablancas )

22 comentários:

Critical Watcher disse...

É realmente triste lidar com estes sentimentos que não nos levam a lugar algum. Chorar, gritar, acalmar, acarinhar, tentar amar. Mesmo assim, a recíproca nem sempre existe. E resta-nos, então, esperar.

[:O Meu Deus, quantos verbos terminados em "ar". Boa! Tome ar, respire e então continue...]

Ou quem sabe [des]amar, se é que é possível.Ou então amar novamente outrem. Ou deixar as coisas em processo es(x)tático.

Ps.: O seu cansaço será o perdedor. Mais cedo ou mais tarde, você continuará gritando de amores. E é aí em que o amor próprio falará (ou deverá falar) mais alto. Depende de você.

Ps. 2: Topo sim. Abraços.

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Olá, rapaz! Estava sumido mesmo desse mundo dos bloggueiros. Deve ter seus motivos. Voltou em peso com seu novo post, não? Sério. Com o seu blog, será o quarto que leio textos que meus olhos quase derramam lágrimas de "tristeza". Em algumas partes vejo-me como o protagonista. Isso tudo tá sendo tão estranho, chato, cansativo pra mim... Enfim, belo texto. Não sei dizer mais coisas senão isso.

Muito obrigado pelo comentário no meu post sobre a Conversa na Biblioteca!

Parabéns pela volta, rapaz!
Abraço.

Jéssica V. Amâncio disse...

'choraria tudo o que há de errado'
quantas vezes realmente não fiz isso.
adorei.

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